The desire...
There is so much going on around.. there is so much to do.. my system has got locked waiting to b fixed.. my relieving letter is still to b submitted.. there is so much to read.. the policies.. the guidelines.. the presentations.. there is so much to learn.. and if none of these.. then there are so many options like Facebook for killing time on this lazy afternoon when I m forced to keep myself at work though the week has just started.. there is so much to do and yet all I want to do is sit in a quiet place.. and think.. about what I do not know.. about life may be.. I am kind of getting addicted to that feeling of clarity.. of resolve.. I am starting to crave for those quiet moments of introspection when I start losing my reasons again.. for being where I am.. for doing what I m doing.. and once again I m trying to battle that creepy feeling of just walking away.. of being somewhere else.. somewhere far… though when I think about where I want to be.. I will have no clue.. may be I just want to wander.. alone perhaps.. Or with a friend.. doesn't matter.. I just want to be away.. to some place where I find the meaning.. and come back here with a key in my hand.. to open this huge invisible lock that keeps me from entering the magnificent world of my dreams.. the world where I feel deeply and strongly.. where I feel secure.. where I feel focused and purposeful.. where I feel at home.....
There is so much going on around.. there is so much to do.. my system has got locked waiting to b fixed.. my relieving letter is still to b submitted.. there is so much to read.. the policies.. the guidelines.. the presentations.. there is so much to learn.. and if none of these.. then there are so many options like Facebook for killing time on this lazy afternoon when I m forced to keep myself at work though the week has just started.. there is so much to do and yet all I want to do is sit in a quiet place.. and think.. about what I do not know.. about life may be.. I am kind of getting addicted to that feeling of clarity.. of resolve.. I am starting to crave for those quiet moments of introspection when I start losing my reasons again.. for being where I am.. for doing what I m doing.. and once again I m trying to battle that creepy feeling of just walking away.. of being somewhere else.. somewhere far… though when I think about where I want to be.. I will have no clue.. may be I just want to wander.. alone perhaps.. Or with a friend.. doesn't matter.. I just want to be away.. to some place where I find the meaning.. and come back here with a key in my hand.. to open this huge invisible lock that keeps me from entering the magnificent world of my dreams.. the world where I feel deeply and strongly.. where I feel secure.. where I feel focused and purposeful.. where I feel at home.....
